Pain
I wrote this when I was in the hospital for attempting suicide; a lot of it had to do because of my ex and how he would be abusive..
My heart is shattered in pieces and it seems it can't be fixed.
He took my heart and played with it with no shame and fear of it.
Lies after lies story after story maybe he didn't mean it but he always said sorry.
My head knew da truth knew the truth but my heart took the lies.
He knew I believed him so he got power over me.
He hit on my friend but she also did it back.
They thought, they were slick but their story didn't stick.
That night he lost all his power over me.
I tore from his chains and stood up for myself.
Dat day was a day I will never forget.
My arms fell the pain that could not be explained.
I went over and over deeper and deeper.
Blood running of my left, blood running of right.
All the pain hee made me feel was staring to appear.
I now sit here and think about u the power he had over me and the pain he made me feel.
I don't regret it, it wasn't a mistake I just think I could have set myself free sooner than I did.
He took my heart and played with it with no shame and fear of it.
Lies after lies story after story maybe he didn't mean it but he always said sorry.
My head knew da truth knew the truth but my heart took the lies.
He knew I believed him so he got power over me.
He hit on my friend but she also did it back.
They thought, they were slick but their story didn't stick.
That night he lost all his power over me.
I tore from his chains and stood up for myself.
Dat day was a day I will never forget.
My arms fell the pain that could not be explained.
I went over and over deeper and deeper.
Blood running of my left, blood running of right.
All the pain hee made me feel was staring to appear.
I now sit here and think about u the power he had over me and the pain he made me feel.
I don't regret it, it wasn't a mistake I just think I could have set myself free sooner than I did.
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