I'm Sorry...

I'm sorry for all the things I said to you
The venom in my words
Baby it never holds true
So I'll leave you now
Breaking at the thought
Of what I must do...

I'm sorry self infliction is a must
I'm sorry I've lied to you
And my fresh arms you trust
Hidden but far from few
The razor that I lust
Though the thing that holds me back
From you...

I'm sorry I can't let you in
Because though you treat me well
I'll always wait for that unspeakable sin
To tear me apart
And shatter my world
All over again...

I'm sorry I'm not what you need
I'm sorry you deserve much better
I hate the poison I feed
But I will do this for you
Because breaking your heart
Is just another way to let you down
Another horrible deed....