Suicide

Lying down feels like dying,
no more pain and no more
crying, no more sorrow no more
hate, wont feel hollow at hells gate.
Suicide they say is sin, I say do it
let sin in. Darkest hour last ten minutes
few last breaths with no more limits.
Gonna fly feel so high, you see my pain
as you walk by. Pink turns red, feeling dead,
hearing the last thing you said. Misguided
child start the healing,
blood on the walls and on the ceiling,
unrelenting pain I’m feeling,
no more pain will you be dealing.
Lying face down on my bed pearl sheets turn crimson red,
hear a fading dripping sound,
the light blacks out as I fall down.
Shiny blade smeared in blood,
hit the floor hear one last thud.
They don’t know what’s going on wake up find my pale body at dawn.
screaming not really knowing its real,
set my head in your lap but I cant feel,
no breathing no hearing no feeling nor sight,
its your fault that I cried at night.
Goodbye family goodbye friends,
this is it my life’s at end.!!!!!