Dying Inside

I'm dying inside
I have nothing left
I've lost all focus
I can't breathe anymore
I'm out of control
God I can't do this
My heart is heavy
I want to cry everyday
I say I don't care
Knowing that it's killing me
My life again is falling
Becoming a black hole of nothing
Even writing is painful
But they just understand
I'm hurting
I'm sad
And I don't know why
I feel empty
Crying out for help
What's happening to me?
I can't seem to focus
Like a part of me is missing
I feel like I’ve lost something
Something that used to push me
Made me want to live
But it's gone now
I've lost it somehow
The person I once was has gone... Died
And all that’s left is an empty shell
An empty shell of a person
Why is this happening
I'm dying inside
Crying inside
Breaking down inside
I wanna die
And I don't know why