Suicide

I’m sitting here covered in blood from my wrists up
I can only picture him the last thing he said the last thing I saw
I loved him and I still do
You were there on your couch sitting smiling
I thought you heard me come in
But then I saw her she was beautiful you started making out

And I stood there crying
You guys were about to go to your room when you saw me sitting there gasping for air
You said you were sorry
But I ran home
I went to my bed

And there I found it
A razor newly bought not used once
I remembered the way you looked at me
Like you didn’t even now me like I was a stranger
I sat I was crying
Just dying

I sat there and remembered you smell, taste and lips
I grabbed the razor
Knowing I was going to end my life
I stood there and pierced my wrist but it wasn’t enough

So I got my dads gun and then I grabbed it and put it to my wrist
When all of a sudden there he was in front of me in life
He cried
As I died
I sat there covered in blood
Waiting to die!