I Don't Get It....

I don't get it....
I've been so happy lately.
Now...
Nothing makes sense anymore.
I stopped hurting myself...
Now I’m thinking about starting again.
It makes no sense.
I should be happy,
But I’m not.
I’m completely miserable.
Hating life....
I thought she was my best friend but obviously I was wrong
Because she's treating me like she did the other girl.
Oh how special I feel.....
I’m giving up.....
On friends, school, life, & my own happiness.....
I guess what I had said was right...
Once you've been depressed you can never go back to being happy.
It sucks.
I wish everything would all work out...
But I know it won't.
That's just not how the world works