Confusion....

Now that I am single I am so confused,
Living through this leaves me bruised.
Sometimes I like him, sometimes I like him,
In love I’m an innocent confused victim.

He treats me good, but he treats me better,
Some say I should write my feelings in a letter.
My ex and the boy I like now got beef,
When they're not around each other I feel relief.

I just want to know why I feel this way,
I get on my knees and to god I pray.
Why do I have so many feelings for so many guys,
When I’m with them I get butterflies.

With my words of love I harmonize,
When I’m single I feel demonized.
Sometimes my love for them dies,
All they do is just apologize.

When we break up,
We never ever say "sup"
Now that I am single I am so confused,
Living through this leaves me bruised.