Lost

Today a good friend just got up and walked away,
Said his goodbyes & just walked far away,

So many people I’m losing,
Just cutting me out there lives,
And I'm the one that hurts.

I'm the one that feels the pain they leave behind,
The long waits, the suffering, the unknown,

I know the unknown so well now,
So familiar this deep dark hole,
The empty space within.

Every time I start to get close they run off,
Make out like they care and then they are gone,

There one minute keeping me safe,
And after like nothing happened,
You disappear leaving only me.

Was that kiss the beginning or the end,
The start of a new future or the end of the past,

How will I ever know,
When two weeks seems so long,
Two weeks like forever he’s gone.

Will you be back like you said you would,
Or have you just disappeared off to find something new,

A better life, a better mate,
A better land, a better future,
I will miss you so much.