Too Blind To See

I’ve been blind
For all the things I crave for now
Were things you gave me when I was too blind to see
I’m sorry I gave you hopes and expectations..
Said "I’ll be there soon"
But then the coward in me took over
I just froze

I was too afraid to meet your sweet gaze
Not because I didn’t want to see your beautiful face
No, it was because of my fear of not being good enough for you..
Every time I saw you trough that web cam I felt a shiver down my spine
A feeling too deep to describe
I told you lie’s

Before I blamed you for not paying attention to me..
You should be disappointed at me for being a jerk
I understand that now
But what I don’t understand is why you’re too blind to see the things that are so clear
Telling you things from my heart are not enough to make you understand what truly is behind this mind of mine.

I’m devoted for you
For I have fallen for you
I’ve been blind but now I see
This fear of mine won’t stop me this time
For what have I to lose I’m nothing without you
And so will you accept a second chance?